So... it's been awhile and I don't even know where to start. I have had several MAJOR life changes. I need to stop doing this to myself!
We'll start with the bad, I suppose. P and I broke up 3 months ago. Hard to believe it has been that long already. It was a bit out of nowhere... but at the same time, completely expected. I took it pretty hard, but I am better now. Anyhow, what a way to start the year. Looking back on it, I think the reason I was the most upset was one of two things - bc my whole future that we had planned together was now gone - meaning I have no clue what will happen with my life at all now... or bc of the financial situation. We have a condo together, though it's only in my name, and it is going to be a financial hardship on me...but it is what it is, right?
On a more positive note, I did close on my condo in November. It is so pretty and I love it. I'm currently in an awkward living situation, so I don't spend a whole lot of time there, but it is still pretty! Jaja. It's a 2 bed, 2 bath with loft. We had a bit of work done to it before we broke up, so it is rather nice. However, more work needs to be done - I just can't afford to do it on my own. Once P moves out, a friend of mine will be moving in - so that should be fun!
Another positive note, I got hired to do 2 birthday cakes a few weeks ago... and I think they turned out great! I had so much fun making them, and I really wish I could do that more often. I have no clue how to market myself, though. Hmm...
One of my besties here, Cobie, had her baby about a month ago... 5 weeks early. Eek! But she is healthy and so cute (both the baby and the mama ;) jaja)
And another happy note... I dated a bunch of guys...most of them were weirdos, but I am currently dating a really sweet guy named Carlos. We have lots of fun together - and he's a great dancer! Last weekend we went ballroom dancing, jaja.
Some more great news - David and Natasha are pregs again.. I'll be an aunt for the 2nd time in August, and hopefully I will be able to be there for the birth this time around! :)
And my last little side note here is that my promise to myself to get myself healthy has been a failure, sigh... and so now I am re-committing. Sherrie and I are making a pact together to work out during the week, either together or holding each other accountable via texting. The big thing with me though is keeping food out of my mouth. It seems that whenever I am near food, it just hops into my mouth, and I can't keep doing that. I am going to gain a ton more weight, and I certainly don't want to do that! I need some sort of external motivation... a wedding, a trip, a formal ball (lol)... idk.. SOMETHING... to make me get back on track. You would think at 31 my health would be good enough, but well, it doesn't seem to be. Someone slap my hand every time I try to grab food and I'm not hungry, please!
Well, that's my life in a nutshell. As it's been like 6 or 7 months since I last wrote, I'm sure I'm missing stuff here, but this is enough telenovela for the time being!
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